Friday, 15 August 2014

I miss driving !!

Arghh how i miss driving! I have been not driving for almost a year already ! And today i feel like a sucker! Coz i really really really miss to drive. I always love driving.

Some people don't love to drive such as my husband. He does not like to drive. But me me me... i LOVE driving! Except driving to a place which i don't know the road and i am all alone! haha. That one i hate lor.

Why i don't drive now ? Because... i cannot drive manual car T______T
Yes i used to drive manual car when i was learning to drive. That time i joined a driving lesson for a week ( 1 hour per day ) - manual car. And then my dad lent me his car and asked his friend to accompany me driving. So i was quite ok with manual car.. and then i was introduced to automatic car. HAHAHA.. after that i cannot return back to manual anymore. I tried but the i made the engine stopped. LOL.

Automatic car is such a blissssssssss.... I love driving and i almost always agree when anybody asked me to go out HAHAHA.... i am such a hau thiong girl la. I drove my grandpa's car and then at 2009, i had my own personal car! My parents bought it for me of course. It is a Nissan Livina. And her name is Levine. Black colour one. Oh thinking of it, i missssssss her a lot. A LOT A LOT... How many people do name their car, right? Her name is Levine because it rhymes with Livina and Avril Lavigne is one of my idols. HAHAHAHHA....

Before buying Levine, i had 3 preferences : Nissan Livina, Honda Jazz, and Toyota Vios. Because i love short (?) car. hehehe.. What is the term in English ? Low car ? I love short/low car because i have been riding in such car from kids to teenage time. The car was Toyota Twincam. hehehe.. Such an old car already.

At last i chose Nissan Livina because it is the cheapest among those 3 and I LOVE CREME/BEIGE INTERIOR! The interior of Jazz is black. And Vios is more expensive. Haha...

You know what, 2 of my best friends also had the exactly same preferences when they were going to buy car. One bought Honda Jazz instead and the other one bought Toyota Vios. And me with Nissan Livina. Haha...

Ahhh... my car, my love... So i went to Nissan showroom near my house with my parents and grandfather. There is this Livina, Grand Livina and Sport one. But i love the basic one the most and i have always wanted black car with creme/beige interior. Ahhh.... i always know what i want. hehehe... Like wedding dress, the moment i see it, i know it.. Same as car, the moment i see it, i know it.

But love is love, lazy is lazy.. Firstly i was so dilligent and i wash my car everyday in the morning. I woke up at 5.30AM (i am not a morning person!!!) just to wash car. HAHAHAHA.. Then i become lazy and i wash only like once in a few days, then gradually become once a week.. and lastly like once in every 2 weeks and it was not me who wash it anymore. I went to car salon instead. LOLLLL...

There is one time my grandpa cannot stand my car became dirty already, so he washed my car in the morning. His friends were doing morning walk and tease him because he was washing my car. They said my grandpa so kind ho doing sports aka washing my car. Oh my.. i feel SOOO BAD to my grandpa so i got angry and said to my grandpa not to wash my car. I feel bad because washing car is tiring thing lah. But my grandpa misunderstood me, he thought i got angry because i don't like people touching my car. hahaha..

Anyway... lastly i sold the car already because when i was in Korea, i need money to live. And i feel bad to my mom lah.. So i asked her to sell my car instead. T____T My Levine...

So.. yeah after that i don't have car. So sometimes i drove my grandpa's car or drive my husband's car. My husband's car is one of my least fave car. It has everything which i don't like from a car HAHAHHA... except it is also black and has creme/beige interior. LOL...

After i gave birth, my husband sold the car and changed it to Toyota Inova and it is manual! I CANNOT DRIVE T___T

And i also don't have hands to drive lah. Must hold baby all the time (yes, we still don't have car seat oopsss.. it is not a custom in Indonesia. The custom here is to hold the baby so i didn't have much knowledge bout it. But now i understand it is important). We are going to buy the car seat this weekend :D

So, yeah... since now my baby is older and does not need my boobs everytime anymore, I'd love to go out actually. I am a prisoner, man.. From monday to friday i stayed at apartment only. Only go to wet market once for 1 hour (usually on monday or tuesday). Then saturday to sunday at in law's house. I AM SUCH A SAD PERSON. Only sunday after from in law's house, i have chance to go out. But every week is such a dilemma. I want to see my grandparents but i also want to hang out. So usually i choose one of it this week and choose the other one next week. Choosing both of it is not a choice for me coz you know my husband does not like to drive and he is also tired. So it is a part of understanding lah, i ngalah lah although i have been a prisoner all the week. hahahha..

So yeah, i missed going out. I WANT TO GO OUT LIKE CRAZY... I WANT TO DRIVE. I was imagining the time when i drove my Levine, while listening to music in the car.. ahhhhhh i miss it so much.

I want to thiong! hahaha.. i know i am still very childish lah, but i believe my childish is my charm! HAHAHAHA....

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